Well hello. I am up again. Tbh, I am stressing myself out of my mind, again. Nothing goes better. Just worse. Seeing myself fall like this, I have nothing much more to say about. I am disappointed at myself and what's worse is I don't even know why am I behaving like this. Or not? I am so lost. I don't think anyone can reach me.
Sometimes I just wanted to be alone. Just alone. Nothing more, but yet things just won't go my way. All I have to do is shut up and carry on. No one is going to concern about how deep you fall and no one is going to be right there just for me.
Uhmm... am I thinking too much? Is it too negative here? I don't know.
You know what? I always feel like there is a loser living inside of me. It drives me crazy eveytime. I am getting lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy. Guess nothing's going to be alright.
School later because today is Tuesday and test is on tomorrow, Wednesday. Wish me luck although I haven't done my revision.
Alright. Pens down... uhm I mean, hand phone down, and bye.
